2 Years 1 Photo a Day
I have been working in a refugee camp for the last three months. When I first got here it was insanely crowded. At times you had to fight your way to get from one side of the reception to the other. But in this next week the last of the people will be transferred. They are moving to camps across the country and for the first time, the building is completely empty.
Today was a good day in Montréal. I left the house at 1PM to walk the hour to my Arabic lesson. After learning some Arabic and walking around the city with my teacher/new friend, I made my way back home. As I crossed the park I saw the Tam Tams. Imagine a square full of people (young people old people African people international people Quebec people…so many people!!!) breathing of smoke and bursting with dance.
Pittsburgh
What immediately shocked me about Charlottesville, VA was its presence of American flags. Flags everywhere! On the downtown strip, in restaurants, in houses. I have grown increasingly more interested in nationalism: what does the flag represent in terms of American and personal identity? What does American identity mean for “pure blood” Americans? What about for immigrants? And what about for those who speak with a perfect rendition of one of America’s many accents and still get asked: “Where do you come from?”
Finding the Crazy in the Burbs
Back in the day, I wasted away in the So-Cal suburbs. There was not much external stimulation, so we had to make our own. We took late night walks, breaking the 11pm curfew. We chit chatted through science class, provoking another fit of rage from our bipolar teacher. We scooted in a shopping cart through the Del Taco drive throughs, insisting that they take our order. We jogged in our bras along highways, laughing our asses off when we got honked at. We were absolute idiots, driving at 90mph through residential neighborhoods, lighting off fireworks in the megachurch parking lot. Impromptu dance parties, sing-a-longs, insanity in the reluctant acceptance that we were unpopular freaks, those kids weren’t going to like us, we barely liked ourselves anyway. So let’s just enjoy it.
Years down the line, I came back from a college break. I looked at the monotony of depressing houses. I thought about how creative people felt when they changed up their banister so it looked different from their neighbors. My friends and I had lost touch, or they had grown up. But I took a walk one night, grabbed my camera and tripod, and snapped away. I played around with shutter speed, with a flashlight, with the moon and encroaching shapes of shrubs. And suddenly my little suburb looked pretty magical. Like another planet. Like the place that we created for ourselves all those years back.